Saturday, August 13, 2011
Starting to panic about getting everything done!!?
you sound likeme!!!! i was a few months preg....got fired for something i honestly didnt do and had to fight it out for a wihle to try to get my job back and got so stressed out that i said 'screw it' and just took a min. wage job close to home to have less stress. my husband was a student so we didnt have alot of money basicly. our house was built in 1870 and we were renevating it witht the money I was making at my previous job and now i wasnt making that much money anymore. problem was, we took ALLLLLL the plaster and lathe boards OUT thinking it would make it easier to just come in with a truck load of sheetrock and do it all at once. so our only 1,000 sq foot house was bascily a 300 square foot house....thats all that was livable! we are supper some nights like this---one of us sitting on the toilet with the lid down and the other on the edge of the tub because the livng room was TRASHED with buliding materials. We planned on having a perfect house but getting fired ruined it all. My baby eneded up being born DURING all of this, 6 months after i got fired. she had to sleep in OUR bed because we didnt even have room for a bed anywhere in our house for her. I actually was soo depressed coming home to that hell hole of a house that i lied to the hospital and told them i didnt feel well so they let me stay an additional day after they normal release a new mom. I cried the way home and didnt say anything but mean things once we got home cuz i was sooo depressed and felt overwhelmed in that house with all the work to do. the living room light was actually hanging by the wire, not even mounted LOL. all her baby stuff was packed up somewhere and i never used it. BUT we made it! I dont know what you are gonna do but just do the best you can. i just wanted to share my story with you since it sounds like you are having a hard time. good luck!
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